The Road to Hell

I’m sure lots of cancer patients will agree that the treatment is harder than the disease. In the eight months since my diagnosis, I’ve had 3 surgeries, more painful urethral catheters than I can keep track of, multiple rounds of immunotherapy, and enough anesthesia to put a rhino to sleep. The result has been a range of debilitating complications that have made “normal” life a distant memory. It makes me wonder if I shouldn’t just forego further treatment, enjoy life for as long as I can, and then turn to California’s Death with Dignity law for the final release.